About time

I don't give up easily but I feel that I have to let go. I'll be ready soon, I hope.

I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away

Smetimes some people get me wrong
When it's something I've said or done
Sometimes you feel there is no fun
That's why you turn and run
But now I truly realise
Some people don't wanna compromise
Well I saw them with my own eyes
Spreading those lies
And well I don't wanna live my life
Too many sleepless nights
Not mentioning the fights
I'm sorry to say baby

I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away

Well I'm so tired baby
Things you say you're driving me away
Whispers in the powder room baby
Don't listen to the games they play
Boy, I thought you'd realise
I'm not like them other girls
Coz I saw them with my own eyes
You should've been more wise
And well I don't wanna live my life
Too many sleepless nights
Not mentioning the fights
I'm sorry to say baby

I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better dayI'm walking away

I'm getting tired, seriously. You say that I ask you to do things that are impossible. But if you really really love me, then they shouldn't be that hard. They were hard for me at first too but then I always thought you were worth it.

I didn't want to seem weak, that's why I bottled up all my feelings. Maybe it was hubris or self-preservation that made me do so. Because of this, we always fought.

I'm just a compartment in your life. My anger towards this fact was displaced. I became angry at you for petty reasons instead. Now you probably think I'm shallow. But you of all people should know I have my reasons.

I want to be part of your life. I want to meet your parents, it doesn't matter that they're separated. I want to hang out with you and your friends with their girlfriends. I want to be the person you run to when something's bothering you. I want you to know how I feel without me telling you. I'm not asking you to be a mind-reader, just be attuned with my feelings. I want you to fight for me. When we fight, please don't act as if you don't give a shit, as if it's easy for you to get rid of me.

Please don't make me like the demanding girls I despise. I guess now it's too late.

This relationship should be good for me, I shouldn't feel sad, miserable or angry. Heck, relationships shouldn't make anyone feel these. I should be happy. It's about time I let you go but I still feel I can't. I wish I have the strength to.

I love you so much. I wouldn't have introduced you to Papa if I didn't. I'm confused, I know I should let you go but I also wish that you won't make it easy for me. I want to fight for this relationship, but it feels like you don't want to.